Day 11 Villanelle self help

 A1 b A2 / a b A1 / a b A2 / a b A1 / a b A2 / a b A1 A2. 


You do it to yourself 

Say Radiohead with millennial ennui

You And no one else


I’ve bought dull books on self self help

But nothing seems to shift this dread ennui

You do it to yourself 


I learned to breath to meditate myself

But nothing seems to be a remedy

You And no one else


I vibrate crystalline, glass celled-

But you see absence in transparency

You do it to yourself


I recall dreaming I was someone else 

My voice was echo shimmering out of me, 

Said you and no one else


Can’t be a saint if you don’t surrender wealth 

Can’t be a demon if you just agree. Answer me oh answer me an answer

Here’s the question -

You do it to yourself ?

You and no one else?




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